College

kababawan ng kaligayahan :))

2009-11-01T08:28:00.000-08:00

Hehe wla lng...

jUst wanna share...

october 26, 2009

...my daY!! :D

super saya

simple family gathering and kain s lbas

i was really surprised,

a lot of peOple wished me a happy birthday,,

and one of those was very unexpected!!!!!

check this out:

mula sa pm nya then s secOnd reply ko na thanks :D, that was two days before my birthday

after nung cnb kong thanks, mula dun sa happy birthday nya (2nd time nya mggreet) onwards, that was already my birthday... =)

e2 my continuation pa:

wooOps!! soree, sinadya ko takpan name niya, nkakahiya kc.. too confidential :D

Well, so far... NshOck lng akO and sUper natuwa kc i thought he doesn't know my name kc me myself doesn't know his either... :))

it appears to be very funny lng kc hindi ko rn xa friend s fs or fb,

haaayyy, hnde n rn kc ako inaasar nung classm8 ko sknya kea feeling ko, T.O. n xa :(

...Pero k2lad nga ng nkita neo earlier, at least he knows my name and binati nya p ko on my birthday. npkalaking bgay n sken un :D

pero ang gulO nya suPerrr..

last n pramdam nya nung bday kO..

from then on, d n xa nggudnyt...

usually kc b4 xa mgout ng ggudnyt xa eh.

haaayyy

i dOnt think my ppatUngUhan p tO

Last daY b7... :(

2009-10-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

YesterdaY is our last day of exams

and also, end of our first sem..

whew!!

We were once a stranger to one another,

Iba2 trip, ugaLi, variety of friends and so2 wtever..

prO ngaUn ibang iba,.

Sbi nga ni Zharmaine,

It has been just 180 days

pero kala mO we’ve known each other for years

kahit gni2 ang 1bio7,

LOVE ko p dn cla…

Khet lge kme npapagalitan,

kabi2la ang reklamO ng teachers…

ewan ko ba,

pero if I were given a chance to choose

wt sectiOn I wanted to be in

next sem,

I would still prefer 1BIO7!!!

e2 n nga,

pictUre2 after exam…

kain s mcdO,

kung anu2 pa gnawa nmin…

kwen2han

tpOs pictUre2 ulet…

jUmp shOt,

picture2 n sunOd2 as if meii story…

vainness

stolen shot

series

at mala teleserye cover haha

then ngUtOm nnman kme,

kUmain kme s

OVER SA SARAP NA TOMASSI!!!!

GRABE!!!!

and as in over sila mgprOvide ng utensils huh!!!!!!

hahahaha LOL

ntpOs ang araw n un s pguuplOad kO ng pics :D

im gOnna miss u 1BIO7 :D

1st tym mging lOner, 1st time experience dn..

2009-10-10T21:52:00.000-07:00

Grabe ang weekend kO..

Super layO kO s UST

2 d point na everyday 1 ½ - 2hr ang commute

kO since d nman ako ng ddorm…

e2 n nga,

friday p lng lam ko dme n gagawin…

pabind s phist, pabind sa theo,

long quiz sa fil

group assignment s theo

assignment s phist

and part2 quiz s phist dn..

pmatay db..

nag aaya sken sila joana and jovy

na bumalik s ust sa sat and dun kme ppbind..

naisip ko msyado time consuming 4 me.

Malayo nga kc ang uste

eh since evry wikend hlos naalis kme,

s mall nlng ako ppbind…

imposibleng wla dun,

atleast ms mblis pa kung ngkataon..

at e2 n nga, after mglunch s moa

ngpcheck up pa cla papa

kea humwlay ako saglit pra mgpabind…

…ok wla pbind sa copy trade

…OMG!!! S fax parcel n wtever(haba ee haha)

mron kso wlang white cover!!!!!!!

nkO!! at ang aus pa kausaP nung lalake dUn ah

Grabe!!!

So pno 2??

Kelangan ko to mpbind to w/in ds daY!!

Hindi pwde tom pa, sayang ang time

and mdme p ko dpat gwin!!

Sna atleast my ksma akO kc gbi na!!

Naiinis ako at d p ko sumama kina joana!!!

Errr!!!

so tx2 muna s mOa ng aantay ako ng mkksma…

gus2 sna ako ihatid ni mama kso ksma dn kc c papa.

sbi nman ni daryLL nsa rizal dw xa ngeOn…

cla joana nman kkaalis lng,

c zharmaine d ko mcontact,

c daryL nsa skul p dw kso my klase.

c ex crush???

Wg n un bc n un s girlfriend nya

Hahaha ouch..

Eh ung crush ko ngaun??

Hai nkO nvm 1 word lng ata alam nun.

Hehe

So in short ako lng mg isa…

OMG ddrecho ako ust gling mOa

eh kmusta nman ang suot kO db????

Shorts, flats at bonggang bonggang fit na backless

na garterized on top.,

tpos manila p kO??

Haha gudluck

at e2 n nga andun n ko.

Nauntog p ko s salamin duN sa aircOnditiond

na pabindan dun!!! pinto pla xa!!!!

Hahaha

Tpos lhat ng pabindan dun

puno na.

gus2 ko sna pa-rush, buti nlng

c kuya ang bait, haha rrush nya dw ung sken!!!

Kso 1hr p dw.

Edi cge jaLibee muna akO

Dun nlng ako mg aantay..

Taz aun 1^sttym ko super lonely,

Mag isa, haha nttwa ako s srili ko.

Pra akong batang ng eemote hbang sumusubO

Ng chOcOlate truffle..

tinxt ko c darYL, cge2 aantyn nlng kita,

nkktkOt kc umUwi, 1st tym ko p lng uuwi

ng gbi ng wlang ksma kung ngkataOn,,

usually lge ako my ksbay...

kso sb nya hnggng 7:30 p dw xa...

ok lng to nman!!! ako nman mg aantay eee.

my Lamay dw ung s kaklase nya ppunthan p dw nya...

asus, d nlng akO dinirechO.

At e2, my mga grupO

ng accountancy s ktbi kong table..

“bio pare” nrinig kO sknila,

Kea nptingin ako.. edi tingin2

Edi dedma lng.

Tpos my nrinig ako, sb b nman

“ano ba mapapala sa bio??

Wala k nmang mrarating dun!!”

At ako nman halatang guilty

dhiL sa id lace ko kung sn nkakabit phone kO

ang laki2 BIOLOGY SOCIETY

naUbO p kO ng bonggang bOngga

o db??!! Nkakabanas.

Haha ang srap nilang sgutin

“HALERRRR KUYA!!!!!!

PRE MED PO YUN!!!!!!!”

Nko kung d lng ako ng iisa..

Nkktuliling pa mga malalakas

So aun after 1hr bumalik

ako and pauwi n ko…

s my kanto s Asturias dun s bnbabaan ng jip

my nkslubong ako 3 ghettO (dinirechO n eh nOh!! Haha)

ngtaka akO after ko cla mkslubong,, bumalik cla

papunta n s way ko..

so bale ako nauuna den likod ko cla..

LORD!!!

E2 n nga nkkramdam akO

Ng mga di kanais2..

Ang hawk nila!!!!
I mean nrrmdmaN kO nangcchancing cla,

Specifically saying rmdam ko xa s shorts

At legs kO..

Edi binilisan ko ng sobra2 pglakad ko.

At nung my nkita akong 2 archi n babaeng nguusap,

Nkisby n ko mglakad…

shOcks grabe!!!!

nkktkOt lOrd!!!

Nkskay n ko ng jip papuntang tayumaN lrt

At aun, nsa lrt na akO…

Ang layo pa, tayuman – edsa..

Buti nlng nkaupO ako.

Chineck ko gmet kO.

Ok ung phone ko nsa bag, and2 p nman

Ung bingy skeng pera, kumpletO p nman..

Chineck ko buLsa kO..

SHOCKS!!!!!!

Ung phone ni mama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wla sken!!!!!!!!

Okay2 wg mging panicked!!

Icheck mo ulet.. isa2hin mO

Edi cge inisa isa kO..

Ang lamig s lrt kc aircOnditiond at ung suOt ko p db..

Pro png ppwisan ako dhl s d ko mkita ung phone..

At e2 wla tlga…

Dun n ko nhinaan ng loob..

Cguro npncn nung mga ibang psehro dun

Kea pngttinginan ako..

Hayyy grbe

pnU kO tO ssbhin?????????????????????

WATTA DAY

2009-10-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

Wt’s wd WEDNESDAY???

…e2 ang kwento:

I just got home from our late practice

for our bio Lec grOup presentation – photosynthesis…

ewan kO ba… what makes ds daY different

bukod sa pag uwi ko ng super Over s gbi,.

Hmmm khet akO d ko lam pero

Kkaiba lang ang feeling ko pag uwi ko…

cgUro kc im starting to

really feel 1bio7…

and super thankful ako kasi tlagang

i feel comfortable na with them..

in fact, talagang lahat kami magugulo na

at wlang araw na di kami mamatay matay s kakatawa…

nkkatouch din kc wlang self centered sa amin.

Dama ko na my concern ang lhat para sa isa’t isa

and thnx n dn kc nung alam nilang super gabi na,

di nman nila ko pnbyaan dhil alam nilang malayo pa uuwian ko.

Pero highlight ngayong araw n to???

Nababawi ko n ulit ang grades ko so far…

Hayyy maintain ko lng.

Kaya ko tO!!!!!

Pero eto na talaga.

Feeling ko kaya ako mejo masaya ngaun

Kasii…

Aun ms pogi pala xa sa personal…

superrr nhihiya tlga ako lumapit

sknya nung sb ipapakilala dw ako sknya…

wla lang, bka mdisappoint xa sken pg nkita nya ako.

Aun, nginitian nya ako ng bonggang bongga

At ng hello!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!

Feels like heaven!!!!!! Hahaha

At nangiti nman ako n obvious n my halong kilig!!
haha pogee eee!!! XD

Tsk. Kso ang haggard kO!!!!! hOw dare, wrong timing!!!

Well, thank u s ngpkilala sknya sa akin

Kc kung nd, nd ko xa mamimeet and ndi ko xa mpapansin.

Hehe I hope, next time di lang gni2 mangyre. Haha

Abangan!!! :D

dumbness...

2009-09-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

I am such a failure..

im so dumb and I feel so helpless

I can’t bear the guilt im feeling ryt now.

Im not worthy for the sacrifices

my parents are giving me..

special attention, things I need

what mOre could I ask fOr??

They’re already giving me

MORE than what I need…

i wanna do something for my parents..

they are being soOo helpful to me

and the only thing that i can do

to repay them is my performance

with regards to academics…

They’re pleased of me because

Of the grades im getting

And the scholarship I have acquired recently..

But im really having a hard time

Maintaining it…

Before, my mind is set to aim for

grades not lower than 2.25 in each subject.

But now, I don’t think I could do so..

Masyado na akong nagiging careless..

I lost my book in bioLab (subject where I got my lowest grade)

I borrowed jovy’s book para ipa photo cOpy ko.

Buong book kc according to my classmates,

our teacher will be checking the WHOLE BOOK before our finals..

but then again, for the second time, I lost it because

of my carelessness.. T.T

im such a dud!!!!!

Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko,

It’s like I exerted an effort

para dun sa book kong original

and para dun sa photocopied already..

and then mwwla ko lang both!!!

Thanks kay Joanna, tlgang tinulungan nya

ko maghanap and I really appreciated it..

Nakakahiya nga ee, kc talagang nakadistorbo

pa kami sa mga nagtatake ng quiz sa biolab..

haayy, we even went dun sa office nung mga

nglilinis s uste..

and nung as in hindi na talaga nmin mahanap,

dun n ko ngbreak down..

nhiya nga ko sa kanya ee..

cguro napuno lang ako..

napuno ako sa sarili ko..

its just that nung time na un

I really feel weak…

Aun, gumastos nnman akO,

Xerox and bind…

Ok lng un, bsta mkareview lng..

Im thankful to have friends like them…

They are always ready 2 heLp.

Kea lng…

Ewan ko ba…

Ni2ng mga nkraang araw

andme ko naiicp..

I mean, I still feel…

…….

Hehe

…secret

ABANGAN

Changes... not just the same old thing

2009-09-12T01:25:00.000-07:00

(Haha forgive me if my English is poor!! Hahaha)

I admit, when i was still a senior high school i am still unaware of getting into college. Alam ko, we are about to get there but for me topics regarding to their choice of course and schools they are going to enroll will just do nothing but dull conversations. just thinking that me, my dearly loved teachers, my friends and batch mates were about to separate ways really breaks my heart. Haayy, I may be quite a narrow minded but its just that I can't bear to imagine us with new set of friends, at different schools and rarely updates one another. At I know, after our passing out and once we become one of the alumni of our school, things won't be the same anymore. It's just somehow impossible for the students of our batch to still be of the same number once we would celebrate reunions maybe 10 or more years from now, or even just a simple get together. I know i was like being a paranoid one. I just find it hard to let go of my child-like nature and start acting like a mature one. Cguro i was too reliant to them because they spoil me too much with the attention that they give me. The way they call me.. “Center of distraction”, “Walking disaster” because I was too clumsy haha. Wla nman akong maiiwanan s school, kc all of us are about to leave. My high school friends taught me to face all those hindrances and now it’s about time for me to do it on my own. Set aside muna ang pagddrama coz facing college is a way too far compared sa mga ms mabibigat pang pgbbgong we are about to encounter as we face the reality of life. And besides, we have no choice since this is really what we are up to. We just need to give it our best shot. Bbye na s mga patweetams effect, babye na kay at kina high school crush hahaha, kelangan ko n dn iwan ang katigasan ng mukha ko (acting like batas) sa school na natutunan ko dn s mismong school at friends ko haha.

At eto n nga, natapos na ang emotional graduation namin. I can’t stop myself from crying as I take a glance of our slideshow of pictures at the wall of our gym. Ayoko sana makita nila ako, lalo na’t I know aasarin nila ako.

-SENIORS BATCH ’08-’09 NOW SIGNING OFF-

……

We were distributed into diff schools:

UP- rainier, Con(idol tlga kita!!), rosemarie, nazy, mich, Jennifer (napatunayan mo nnmang mgling ka!!:)

MAPUA – xyrell(chx p dn!! Haha), Adriano, Jaime, Kevin. Kristine, Pol John

PUP – inna(daring na!! haha), madie(mabunganga p dn dw), mary rose(kinacareer ROTC), chaz, kimi, reslie, kahli, ron(psadO dn to UP!!),

TUP – maan, clang, Margie(prO psadO yn UP!!), geneva(1 p tOng psadO ng UP!!), paul marvin, hermie(tinitilian kuno),

ADAMSON – dhesiry, cristin, roxanne(top2 nmin!! psadO dn yn UP!)

EAC – Charlie (haha astigin course, unique!!)
FEU - maricris(miss ko n 2ng batang to), mariz, dessa, Sheilah Peroche

APC – marj, Irene, therese, Katrina M., Katrina D., Mayghie, Jean

PATTS – Paul Moran (officer nmen b4 s CAT) haha

PHILSCA - Sheilah Rosales

PNU - Leizel, Carrie

Makati Med College - Isaiah

UST – ako, khei(sexy p dn!! Hahaha), Marianne(nko, ksawa na pgmmuka haha!!), Michael, Trizia, alyanna, anne, czarina, alex(macho p dn!! Haha), jeff, Monique??(not xur e),

MADOCS – chezca hehe musta nman ang nursing na takot s dugO??

MAAP - mirald

LA SALLE – nag iisang npkyamang c maisa. Haha

->Soree s mga d ko nainclude. Super tinatamad n ko. Haha<-

Actually, lately ds fourthyr ko lng ako nging eager mgcollege s ust. At first, I am planning to pursue college at CEU Makati since it’s nearer and I saw their facilities. Though it only has two towering buildings and a limited school grounds, I find it welcoming. The school’s building was office-like type and fully ventilated.

I expect I won’t pass the DOST scholarship because I found out that the scholarship that DOST is offering is not just for students in NCR but also to all parts of the Philippines. As I took the exam, I saw numerous of aspiring students busy reviewing. The 2 gym is loaded with examiners and yet there is still 2ndbatch of examinees. Imagine!! S taguig p lng un!! Wt more p kya pg pnagsama2 na lahat ng examinees s buong Pilipinas!!?? The test was just a little bit easy and time pressure lng ang pwdeng mging dhilan ng mababang score. Actually, mjo kampante nman kme ng mga classm8s ko s score nmin. Wt we are afraid of is the quota. Halerrr??!! Imagine!! Super competition ito. You maybe intelligent and deserving I should say, but there are many students BETTER than you. I was about to lose hope until dumating ung results of exams posted also at manila bulletin. I know d ako pasa haha I just want to see who among my classmates passed. Until I saw my name… Out of 11thousand examinees, 2thousand made it!! O MY!! THANK U LORD!!! And super thankful din ako dhil marami nnman smen ang nkpasa including my bestest friends!! : )

At e2 n nga, Sto. Thomas student n dn ako. Pro nung first day, tlgang super lungkot ko. Same scenario when I was still a hyskul freshie at my first day of school. Haayyy, silence is deafening!!! Prang ang hirap pa mkibagay, most of them kc super sossy. To the point na ang hirap nila ireach.Haaayyy, alam ko nmang maeencounter ko to as I enter UST..

Good thing is I met Zharmaine, jovy and joana!! Haha actually 3 kmeng sharmaine. Ako(sharmaine), Zharmaine at c Charmaine!! Hehe and its tOtally weird lalo n 4 me coz its my first time n mgkarun ng kaName. And take note, lhat kme same reasons for acquiring our name!! haha kc crush ng papa nmen c charmaine arnaiz!! LOL!! :)) Funny!!! Pro seriously I am now starting to enjoy college, I am now beginning to adopt things I am not used to before. And also, nkkpgopen up n dn ako, I can now show the real me and I feel so thankful coz I could feel their warm acceptance. Hehe. Pti nung welcoming of freshmen at freshie night. I feel so blessed, aun, ngkaroon ng mass, DUMAAN KME S ARCH OF THE CENTURIES, at kumanta ng wlang kmatayang UST hymn. Sb nila once n nkanta mo ang ust hymn ng d ntawa at tlgang wd feelings, it only means na YOU BELONG!!! Haha at un n nga. I can feel it!! I beloNg!!! hahaha

I also found out na ung crush ko last2 summer when I was an incoming 3rdyr then, same school pla kme!!! Well, one year higher xa sken. And lalo xang gumwapo ngeon. I texted him to know if kmusta n xa, and if anu n mga latest sknya after 2yrs. Pro bket gnun, nakakailang it was just 2 yrs pro prang bagong mgkakilala p lang kme. I suddenly reminisced the times last2 summer nung nsa lbas plng kme nung center, tpos kwn2hang konti. Tpos mgttnong ng steps, hehe tnda ko 2loy ung 1 knta n partner kme!! OMG!!! Nweiz, I explored his friendster account,.. wOooH!! Chickboy xa!! Haha dme nya gurlalOo. At dme dn pla ngkkcrush sknya. Nko, 1 p xa s mga cannot be reach. Hehe..

Tpos once lng xa ngtext, tpos d n nasundan.. try dw gumala, ee d ako bsta2 pnpygan ni mama. Ang gus2 ko lng sna, khet mgkita lng kme s ust school grounds. prO… Narealize ko na “sharmaine anO ba?? Yn ba dpat problemahin??” haayy.. yeah, the fact n super crush ko nga xa doesn’t mean na yn n lge dpat big deal sken. Nako maxado n nga ata akong obsessed sknya!! Pero I kept to myself, I should focus more on my academics lalo na’t im still on the process of adjusting and I am still having slight difficulties with it and maintaining my grades for my scholarship. I felt so disappointed with myself lalo na’t I can’t give my best shot. Kulang s concentration and focus!! Temptations nman kc.. haha facebUk, ffs, friendster, yahoo mail, downloads, upload ng pics at kung anu2 pa. haha

I feel really guilty everytime dumadaan ako s chapel ng ust at mgppray ako ky bro. It’s like puro salita ako and kulang sa gawa. I kept on saying na I will do better nOw!! Pro lge nmang nauuwi sa tomorrow nlng. Haayy.. help me bro!! hehe :D

Pro minsn naiicp ko, bt kya gnun. Khet n super review na akO, nkakakuha p dn ako ng mababang mark. Sayang ang 2hrs lng na 2log. Super nffrustrate ako s srili ko. Am I really worthy to be called a scholar at ust?? Haayy, once n mtanggal ang scholarxp ko, hndi ko n alam ang mangyyari.. Lord please bgyn nyo ko ng lakas ng loob!!!