dumbness...

I am such a failure..

im so dumb and I feel so helpless

I can’t bear the guilt im feeling ryt now.

Im not worthy for the sacrifices

my parents are giving me..

special attention, things I need

what mOre could I ask fOr??

They’re already giving me

MORE than what I need…

i wanna do something for my parents..

they are being soOo helpful to me

and the only thing that i can do

to repay them is my performance

with regards to academics…

They’re pleased of me because

Of the grades im getting

And the scholarship I have acquired recently..

But im really having a hard time

Maintaining it…

Before, my mind is set to aim for

grades not lower than 2.25 in each subject.

But now, I don’t think I could do so..

Masyado na akong nagiging careless..

I lost my book in bioLab (subject where I got my lowest grade)

I borrowed jovy’s book para ipa photo cOpy ko.

Buong book kc according to my classmates,

our teacher will be checking the WHOLE BOOK before our finals..

but then again, for the second time, I lost it because

of my carelessness.. T.T

im such a dud!!!!!

Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko,

It’s like I exerted an effort

para dun sa book kong original

and para dun sa photocopied already..

and then mwwla ko lang both!!!

Thanks kay Joanna, tlgang tinulungan nya

ko maghanap and I really appreciated it..

Nakakahiya nga ee, kc talagang nakadistorbo

pa kami sa mga nagtatake ng quiz sa biolab..

haayy, we even went dun sa office nung mga

nglilinis s uste..

and nung as in hindi na talaga nmin mahanap,

dun n ko ngbreak down..

nhiya nga ko sa kanya ee..

cguro napuno lang ako..

napuno ako sa sarili ko..

its just that nung time na un

I really feel weak…

Aun, gumastos nnman akO,

Xerox and bind…

Ok lng un, bsta mkareview lng..

Im thankful to have friends like them…

They are always ready 2 heLp.

Kea lng…

Ewan ko ba…

Ni2ng mga nkraang araw

andme ko naiicp..

I mean, I still feel…

…….

Hehe

…secret

ABANGAN