(Haha forgive me if my English is poor!! Hahaha)
I admit, when i was still a senior high school i am still unaware of getting into college. Alam ko, we are about to get there but for me topics regarding to their choice of course and schools they are going to enroll will just do nothing but dull conversations. just thinking that me, my dearly loved teachers, my friends and batch mates were about to separate ways really breaks my heart. Haayy, I may be quite a narrow minded but its just that I can't bear to imagine us with new set of friends, at different schools and rarely updates one another. At I know, after our passing out and once we become one of the alumni of our school, things won't be the same anymore. It's just somehow impossible for the students of our batch to still be of the same number once we would celebrate reunions maybe 10 or more years from now, or even just a simple get together. I know i was like being a paranoid one. I just find it hard to let go of my child-like nature and start acting like a mature one. Cguro i was too reliant to them because they spoil me too much with the attention that they give me. The way they call me.. “Center of distraction”, “Walking disaster” because I was too clumsy haha. Wla nman akong maiiwanan s school, kc all of us are about to leave. My high school friends taught me to face all those hindrances and now it’s about time for me to do it on my own. Set aside muna ang pagddrama coz facing college is a way too far compared sa mga ms mabibigat pang pgbbgong we are about to encounter as we face the reality of life. And besides, we have no choice since this is really what we are up to. We just need to give it our best shot. Bbye na s mga patweetams effect, babye na kay at kina high school crush hahaha, kelangan ko n dn iwan ang katigasan ng mukha ko (acting like batas) sa school na natutunan ko dn s mismong school at friends ko haha.
At eto n nga, natapos na ang emotional graduation namin. I can’t stop myself from crying as I take a glance of our slideshow of pictures at the wall of our gym. Ayoko sana makita nila ako, lalo na’t I know aasarin nila ako.
-SENIORS BATCH ’08-’09 NOW SIGNING OFF-
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We were distributed into diff schools:
UP- rainier, Con(idol tlga kita!!), rosemarie, nazy, mich, Jennifer (napatunayan mo nnmang mgling ka!!:)
MAPUA – xyrell(chx p dn!! Haha), Adriano, Jaime, Kevin. Kristine, Pol John
PUP – inna(daring na!! haha), madie(mabunganga p dn dw), mary rose(kinacareer ROTC), chaz, kimi, reslie, kahli, ron(psadO dn to UP!!),
TUP – maan, clang, Margie(prO psadO yn UP!!), geneva(1 p tOng psadO ng UP!!), paul marvin, hermie(tinitilian kuno),
ADAMSON – dhesiry, cristin, roxanne(top2 nmin!! psadO dn yn UP!)
EAC – Charlie (haha astigin course, unique!!)
FEU - maricris(miss ko n 2ng batang to), mariz, dessa, Sheilah Peroche
APC – marj, Irene, therese, Katrina M., Katrina D., Mayghie, Jean
PATTS – Paul Moran (officer nmen b4 s CAT) haha
PHILSCA - Sheilah Rosales
PNU - Leizel, Carrie
Makati Med College - Isaiah
UST – ako, khei(sexy p dn!! Hahaha), Marianne(nko, ksawa na pgmmuka haha!!), Michael, Trizia, alyanna, anne, czarina, alex(macho p dn!! Haha), jeff, Monique??(not xur e),
MADOCS – chezca hehe musta nman ang nursing na takot s dugO??
MAAP - mirald
LA SALLE – nag iisang npkyamang c maisa. Haha
->Soree s mga d ko nainclude. Super tinatamad n ko. Haha<-
Actually, lately ds fourthyr ko lng ako nging eager mgcollege s ust. At first, I am planning to pursue college at CEU Makati since it’s nearer and I saw their facilities. Though it only has two towering buildings and a limited school grounds, I find it welcoming. The school’s building was office-like type and fully ventilated.
I expect I won’t pass the DOST scholarship because I found out that the scholarship that DOST is offering is not just for students in NCR but also to all parts of the Philippines. As I took the exam, I saw numerous of aspiring students busy reviewing. The 2 gym is loaded with examiners and yet there is still 2ndbatch of examinees. Imagine!! S taguig p lng un!! Wt more p kya pg pnagsama2 na lahat ng examinees s buong Pilipinas!!?? The test was just a little bit easy and time pressure lng ang pwdeng mging dhilan ng mababang score. Actually, mjo kampante nman kme ng mga classm8s ko s score nmin. Wt we are afraid of is the quota. Halerrr??!! Imagine!! Super competition ito. You maybe intelligent and deserving I should say, but there are many students BETTER than you. I was about to lose hope until dumating ung results of exams posted also at manila bulletin. I know d ako pasa haha I just want to see who among my classmates passed. Until I saw my name… Out of 11thousand examinees, 2thousand made it!! O MY!! THANK U LORD!!! And super thankful din ako dhil marami nnman smen ang nkpasa including my bestest friends!! : )
At e2 n nga, Sto. Thomas student n dn ako. Pro nung first day, tlgang super lungkot ko. Same scenario when I was still a hyskul freshie at my first day of school. Haayyy, silence is deafening!!! Prang ang hirap pa mkibagay, most of them kc super sossy. To the point na ang hirap nila ireach.Haaayyy, alam ko nmang maeencounter ko to as I enter UST..
I also found out na ung crush ko last2 summer when I was an incoming 3rdyr then, same school pla kme!!! Well, one year higher xa sken. And lalo xang gumwapo ngeon. I texted him to know if kmusta n xa, and if anu n mga latest sknya after 2yrs. Pro bket gnun, nakakailang it was just 2 yrs pro prang bagong mgkakilala p lang kme. I suddenly reminisced the times last2 summer nung nsa lbas plng kme nung center, tpos kwn2hang konti. Tpos mgttnong ng steps, hehe tnda ko 2loy ung 1 knta n partner kme!! OMG!!! Nweiz, I explored his friendster account,.. wOooH!! Chickboy xa!! Haha dme nya gurlalOo. At dme dn pla ngkkcrush sknya. Nko, 1 p xa s mga cannot be reach. Hehe..
Tpos once lng xa ngtext, tpos d n nasundan.. try dw gumala, ee d ako bsta2 pnpygan ni mama. Ang gus2 ko lng sna, khet mgkita lng kme s ust school grounds. prO… Narealize ko na “sharmaine anO ba?? Yn ba dpat problemahin??” haayy.. yeah, the fact n super crush ko nga xa doesn’t mean na yn n lge dpat big deal sken. Nako maxado n nga ata akong obsessed sknya!! Pero I kept to myself, I should focus more on my academics lalo na’t im still on the process of adjusting and I am still having slight difficulties with it and maintaining my grades for my scholarship. I felt so disappointed with myself lalo na’t I can’t give my best shot. Kulang s concentration and focus!! Temptations nman kc.. haha facebUk, ffs, friendster, yahoo mail, downloads, upload ng pics at kung anu2 pa. haha
I feel really guilty everytime dumadaan ako s chapel ng ust at mgppray ako ky bro. It’s like puro salita ako and kulang sa gawa. I kept on saying na I will do better nOw!! Pro lge nmang nauuwi sa tomorrow nlng. Haayy.. help me bro!! hehe :D
Pro minsn naiicp ko, bt kya gnun. Khet n super review na akO, nkakakuha p dn ako ng mababang mark. Sayang ang 2hrs lng na 2log. Super nffrustrate ako s srili ko. Am I really worthy to be called a scholar at ust?? Haayy, once n mtanggal ang scholarxp ko, hndi ko n alam ang mangyyari.. Lord please bgyn nyo ko ng lakas ng loob!!!
comments are highly appreciated!!! :) thnx!!
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